new problem surfaces

i am worried.

pw is not even over and i already have another problem right in front of me today. i, seriously, do not know what to do. it is hard for me to make choices, to decide what is best for me. i do not want to put up a facade. neither do i want to hurt other people's feelings or even making situations weird for us. when i thought everything was over, suddenly, the drama has to appear. frankly, im not a dramatic person. i don't like to live a complicated life. why, why does dramatic people exist? oh well, i'll take my time to think it through. insyaAllah, i can find the answer to it.

today, one of my higher malay frens smsed me. i was quite amused by the smses and i didn't know he is in tjc. (: now, that is something interesting to talk about but not now. heh.

i'm too sleepy to continue with the post.
so i shall continue, probably, next week?


haha, you must find me lazy right?