it looks like many people do not understand me. maybe because i act differently. well, people in the north would know me as what i am. and now, in the east, to them, im like totally opposite. what is happening? oh well, it doesn't matter.
today, i had lunch with my preggy sister at LJS, compass point. hmmmm, it has been quite some time since i touched LJS fries and their wraps but today was the first time i tried their grilled chicken wrap. honestly, i didn't really like it but thanks to my preggy sister who kept talking, i didn't even realise that i was already finishing half of the wrap. hurhurhurhur. oh yeah, and i thought after lunch, my stomachache would go away. i was wrong. even when i reached her house, it was still aching. so, i decided to sleep for a while. the moment i woke up, it was already 615pm. and i failed to do Oral Presentation slides at her house. oh well, so here i am, trying to complete the slides. yes, completing the slides since tomorrow is my dry run.
school is becoming a dread.
BUT, im still okay with it because i choose to look on the positive side of it. EVEN if there are many things that are making me sad, angry, worried. how do i even do it? oh, because i found someone's blog and somehow, it made me change. actually, i've been wanting to change since before ramadhan. change? change into a better person because if i don't change, i will feel so insecure and probably, i will turn out to be a crazy woman. what is there to change? many things but one of the things is to become closer to Allah and to control my emotions. and to stop listening to worthless things. okay, that is more than one. (:
so far, i've been feeling quite peaceful and not too emotional. i'll try and i'll try.
because i know i have her, him and them.
school is becoming a dread.
BUT, im still okay with it because i choose to look on the positive side of it. EVEN if there are many things that are making me sad, angry, worried. how do i even do it? oh, because i found someone's blog and somehow, it made me change. actually, i've been wanting to change since before ramadhan. change? change into a better person because if i don't change, i will feel so insecure and probably, i will turn out to be a crazy woman. what is there to change? many things but one of the things is to become closer to Allah and to control my emotions. and to stop listening to worthless things. okay, that is more than one. (:
so far, i've been feeling quite peaceful and not too emotional. i'll try and i'll try.
because i know i have her, him and them.
her --> me?
ReplyDeletemust be me la. no need to ask in actual fact. hurhurhur.
her refers to a lot of people. not only YOUUUU.
ReplyDeletego find your crayons can. if cant find, use chalks.