I know when I make someone feel dismayed

watch this especially at the timing, 01:20. hilarious!

skinny, skinny mraz. but, muscular. :)

so, anyway, today i went for my supervised study programme as per normal. I had to meet B. after that. yes, and i feel guilty after the talk. and of course, feeling guilty includes feeling down. so, i decided to take the bus to woodlands and walk around, just to reflect upon my decisions.

me: i'm sorry.

B.: erm it's okay..

i know it's not. well, at least i feel so.

well, besides spending 90% of the time reflecting, i, also spent 10% of my time at woodlands to window-shop and borrow books from library. after that, i returned home to an empty house and my mom. everyone's busy, yeah!

when Monday comes, we will be on a fast forward mode till prelims.

and then when prelims end, we will be on a 2x fast forward mode till December.

AARGH.

quote from econs lecturer:, "you guys are very insecure,"

and i trembled.

hah, ciao! im off to listen to eric hutchinson.

ps. blablablablablablabla. sometimes, i wish i am blind. so that i will not be able to see actions of one being bias? or being racist.. UNFAIR.