more about asmirah

super freaking hot day.

hot day makes me feel frustrated so easily. and in addition to that, im at home!

anyway, dad's coming home today. yeah, no more hospital days for him and mom. that should be less tiring for mom. alhamdulilah. with housework to do, niece to look after, that's like crazy. i wonder how mom can juggle.

this week i learnt a lot of things. and one of them is: not to get into a relationship and not get married. because you'll face so many problems. problems with relatives, your own family and also your husband and maybe in-laws. well, i am a person who hates problems. well who doesnt? but, seriously, i hate problems. especially relationship/family problems. so, maybe that's why i have problems with my social life. i don like to be in the middle of any crises. especially when the crises occur because of something unreasonable.

and i am a person who thinks im right and the other is wrong sometimes. but i always try to give in. well, there are side-effects to giving in. but yeah, i give in so i will not argue/fight. happens a lot of times.

and i hate violence. esp when people start slapping each other. and esp when the person doesnt have the right to. that is just childish. only dumb people will do that because they dont have anything else to say. i dont like to see parents slapping their children too because if im not wrong hitting your child is not allowed in islam. i think. and anyway, it is embarrassing to slap someone in front of everyone else.

i dislike pretence.

i dislike fakeness too.

fake. i see fake (not by their physical appearance) people everyday in my life.

when i see them, i smirked.

they are just so different in different lights.

life would be better when you are a child.

the innocent, ignorant child.

and guarded from all these challenges in life.