my health

how come im feeling all sweaty all of a sudden when i actually was feeling cold from feet above just now? is it something to do with my health? this is weird. i really need to look after my health. you know, i was thinking just now, that it is good to be insensitive. because you will not be easily hurt by people's doings or sayings to you. and the sarcasm meant for you. life would be much better that way. and, thus, this leads to a higher chance of survival. but, how does one be insensitive? been thinking about that for a while. but i just cant imagine how.

anyway, back to health. it is either i am really in fact, unhealthy or i am just experiencing paranoia. hmmm. which one? i would say i am unhealthy. unhealthy.

im not just referring to my food intake, how frequent i exercise..

but also, mentally. and when i say mentally, it is also connected to emotions.

ah, i dont know. im giving myself 1 day/2 days. then, im going to do something about it.

school's is such a dot.dot.dot.

i cant even think.

THINK.

THINK.

THINK.

THINK.

for now, i shall stick to mbcgp.

'kay. i'd better get some sleep.

ps. been eating food containing high sugar nowadays.

so, please refrain from giving me any sweets.

pss. run, asmirah, run!

psss. asmirah, stop coming early to school. yeah, take 630am bus like '08. except there's no 630am bus. so you shall take the 640am.