Dec 18, 2008

im at the other side of the world. how to travel back?

hooray, once again he woke me up with his random ramblings. this time, im not fully awoke but probably only a quarter. so sorry.

facebook. should i sign up? i guess not. no reason. maybe if i feel myself again, i'll sign up.

too much running away. do i really have to run back? even if i return, i'll walk or maybe even crawl. how hesitant am i.

there isn't much time.

no solution to it anyway. it will turn out into an argument, self-denial, big fights? too much that i cant possibly handle alone. best solution for now is to avoid. though i think it will always be the best solution.

sometimes, i really wish that particular someone will just realise how wrong she is in her character. how i really hope for. if birthday wish were true, i would make that wish, but there are just too much i wanna ask for. anyway, wishes most of the time dont come true. well, the non-realistic ones always dont, at least.

im much better. fever is gone. and really recovering my sore throat. sad to say i missed the mjc outing to ecp just now.

"when a heart breaks, it dont breakeven", the script - breakeven

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