it is one of those periods where i feel like going somewhere... alone. going to someplace where i can just forget about people, school and anything else in this life. this happened before and staring into space just help if i don't have anywhere to go to. the best place is at johor. i probably should stay there for a few days. i need to sleepover there, without any disturbance. just lying on that comfortable and bouncy bed for hours is just heaven-like and... peaceful. pretending to be cold and sick in that empty room is just part of the "healing". staying away from everyday stuff is safer for me rather than i, getting so angry at people. being frustrated at people. being angry at myself.
oh, why is this happening?
i need to get an organiser soon.
and i just want anyone negative to stay awayyy from me.
because pessimism just ain't good for me.
and one last thing, people's stubborness just make me get on my nerve.
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